'How can I know if this real?', 'Does this person really like me?', etc.
I think we've all asked ourselves these questions over the years. Well, I truly got some of them answered yesterday.
You see, me and my dear, dear friend, Max, hadn't seen each other in 8 weeks! And yes, I counted. But we finally met up yesterday, and what did we do, you may wonder, since the quite dramatic intro? Well, we walked a bit on Strøget, we ate ice cream at Jensen's Stakehouse for over 2 hours, we bought Monster and Rockstar energy drinks at Candy Megastore, and sat for like 10 minutes at "our" square (A square a bit away from Strøget where we always sit and drink our energy drinks). Then, we walked to Copenhagen Central Station and, I'm not kidding you, sat on the fucking floor for 3½ hours!
Does it sound boring? Yes, very much indeed. But it wasn't. Not for a second. And that is why I felt so assured that what Max and I have is real! Don't get me wrong, I've known for a long time what an amazing person she is, but from the past I've learned, that you can't always just trust your gut. But I feel like we've proven our friendship a bit.
Max, I love you. More than you will ever know. You're such an amazing person, and as cliché as it sounds, I honestly don't know what I have done to deserve your love. Every time you stand on Nørreport and I sit inside the slowly starting train and we wave to each other, my heart breaks a little. And it stays broken 'til the next time I feel your embrace.
Just thought you'd might like to know ♥
// Chii ♥
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
To the people who apparently feel that they have to snoop around in my life;
Welcome.
My name is Chii, and I'm a 16 year old girl. That's pretty much all you need to know for now.
This blog exists, not for your entertainment, but for the purpose that it's suppose to help me to not destroy my own mind from the inside. It is here to help me reflect on my own life, the actions I've made and the choices I've taken. To help me accept my past, my presence and my fate.
Yet is is here for you to look into. Because I allow you to. I have given you a backstage pass to my mind. A pass, that allows you to step up and get close enough to see some of the deepest and darkest corners of it.
There is just one thing you need to be aware of. My mind is like a kaleidoscope. Whether you are able to see it or not, there will be millions of versions of the reality that I'll be telling you about, but I'll only tell you one or two.
Now, enjoy.
And don't get too lost.
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