It's as simple as that. I just can't stand all this hate anymore. I've been in bed for about an hour now, crying my eyes out, screaming my lungs out, hitting my head and my fists into the wall, cutting myself with whatever I can find, choked myself with my own hands and held my breath till I was gasping for air, but what hurts the most is that no one cares. Which is why I do it, which is why I'll keep doing it. It's a vicious and painful circle, but it is something I must force myself to do, until I'm ready to finally let this world be rid of me.
I only want you to remember this; words hurt.
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