I know I've been very hateful lately, but this is the only way I can truly get it off my chest for good. The reason why I'm bringing these two sentences up, is because I've heard them uncountable many times today.
The first is, "[it] can't always be perfect,". The reason why I hate this sentence, is because when someone says it, they say it in a such obvious tone, that they truly think I've several times before made something perfect. Which I haven't. Never. Not once. It's like they think I'm a perfectionist, but I'm not. I long to be a perfectionist, but I fail every time. Which is why I with every project I start, I strive to reach perfection, and get depressed when I fail. It's not because I'm used to things being perfect, but because I've never made anything that came out perfect.
The second, "[isn't that] neglect", I've been hearing more and more since I started 10. grade. I am very well aware of the fact that my parents tend to neglect me. But people who think this need to be aware, that it started around the time I turned 1. And only got worse and worse after my brother was born when I was 1½. And because of that, I'm used to it, and has always been. Therefore, it's really not difficult for me to not give a fuck. So just let it go.
// Chii ♥
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