I don't know why, but I'm feeling so... refreshed and inspired today! All morning I've been looking for cool DIY's, and suddenly, I wanted to make a Things-I-Want-To-Do-Before-I-Die-list ^^ So here it is:
Before I die I want to:
Attend a rave
Have rainbow colored hair
Own a full-custom mini-me styled Pullip
Visit the Wizarding World of Harry Potter theme park
Attend a Gay Pride parade
Meet Kerli Kõiv
Meet Destery Smith
Visit the Hello Kitty theme park in Japan
Go to Japan
Cosplay at Harajuku
Attend San Diego Comic Con
Attend JPopcon in CPH
Start working out (Not to get fit, but to get healthy)
Get laser eye surgery
Attend Playlist Live
Be in love, truly and mutual
Attend a Vans Warped Tour
Be able to live and provide for myself doing something I love
Be happy about my appearance
Meet Drake Christofer
Win a cosplay competition
And most important: Feel over-all HAPPY!
I don't know, that was all I could think of right now.
I also wanted to add a song to this, and PonPonPon by Kyary Pamyu Pamyu
was the only one I could think of that was just remotely happy and
random enough for this. Enjoy~
Today we were preparing for the exams, and I had a complete breakdown. I cried so much I started shaking and hyperventilating, and when I was done, all my make-up was long gone. I even had to get someone else to take my shift at work and get my dad to come pick me up at school when it was all over, that's how horrible I felt. But I'm feeling better now, and Sunday, maybe also Saturday, one of my classmates is gonna come to my house and help me further along with it. <3
Also Saturday I'm going fabric shopping in Copenhagen for a dress I designed for the final project at school. It's pretty simple, even though the school I'm at prefers big and bold stuff, but it really was all I felt I was able to overcome at the moment. But it's gonna be really cute, trust me on that!
Music wise, I'm slowly getting out of only listening to Blood On the Dance Floor and brokeNCYDE (Still love them though). Lately there have been a lot of Paramore, Tokio Hotel and Panic! at the Disco in my YouTube recommendations, which is what I turn on every morning while I do my make-up and straighten my hair, so it's almost been like being 12 again, *giggles*.
But that's not the music I've been obsessing over. Nope, because since I just a few days ago found out I could get SoundCloud on my brother's old Android (Although I want to get rid of it as soon as possible; I might actually be able to afford my iPhone already in the end of june/start of july), I've pretty much only been listening to Unicorn Kid, and Kerli's Zero Gravity (There is simply no words to describe how absolutely amazing I think that song is!).
And speaking of amazing Estonian singers, Iiris's debut album is out now. It's so cool, I wish I could afford it! Luckily I still have YouTube.
So both negative and positive things going on. I really just want the bad things, exams and such, to go away RIGHT NOW! And then I want the really exiting things, the doll meet on the 19th, and my schools last fashion show, those might hurry up and be now! (Except the fashion show, since I haven't even begun sewing the dress, but then!...)
Anyway, I think that'll be all for now. Much love.
