Today we were preparing for the exams, and I had a complete breakdown. I cried so much I started shaking and hyperventilating, and when I was done, all my make-up was long gone. I even had to get someone else to take my shift at work and get my dad to come pick me up at school when it was all over, that's how horrible I felt. But I'm feeling better now, and Sunday, maybe also Saturday, one of my classmates is gonna come to my house and help me further along with it. <3
Also Saturday I'm going fabric shopping in Copenhagen for a dress I designed for the final project at school. It's pretty simple, even though the school I'm at prefers big and bold stuff, but it really was all I felt I was able to overcome at the moment. But it's gonna be really cute, trust me on that!
Music wise, I'm slowly getting out of only listening to Blood On the Dance Floor and brokeNCYDE (Still love them though). Lately there have been a lot of Paramore, Tokio Hotel and Panic! at the Disco in my YouTube recommendations, which is what I turn on every morning while I do my make-up and straighten my hair, so it's almost been like being 12 again, *giggles*.
But that's not the music I've been obsessing over. Nope, because since I just a few days ago found out I could get SoundCloud on my brother's old Android (Although I want to get rid of it as soon as possible; I might actually be able to afford my iPhone already in the end of june/start of july), I've pretty much only been listening to Unicorn Kid, and Kerli's Zero Gravity (There is simply no words to describe how absolutely amazing I think that song is!).
And speaking of amazing Estonian singers, Iiris's debut album is out now. It's so cool, I wish I could afford it! Luckily I still have YouTube.
So both negative and positive things going on. I really just want the bad things, exams and such, to go away RIGHT NOW! And then I want the really exiting things, the doll meet on the 19th, and my schools last fashion show, those might hurry up and be now! (Except the fashion show, since I haven't even begun sewing the dress, but then!...)
Anyway, I think that'll be all for now. Much love.
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